What scares me about end world secenrios that involve public panic and slaughtering of each other is that i know how much i love my kids. If I had too, I would kill yours in order to feed mine. I am woman with slight tolerance for blood, but if I had to kill to protect my own I would. It scares to think about what you the cruel , blood loving people out there whould do.
His only Son. We sing it. We claim it. But for reals think about it. Would you love something enough to sacrifice your son to help it ? My son, when he holds my hand and says " Mommy, you the best Mommy in the whole world" , I get tingles in my insides. My heart actually flutters and i think i produce serotonin. My son when he even acts like he is hurt I turn into my beast mode. I do whatever it takes to get him better. If there is a long line, I pray it fast. Dr.s won't see us, I stay on the phone until i hear yes. Whatever it takes.
My son I love the most. It's to easy to just read that God sacrificed his only son. Think about it ?.. Do you have a son, if not try to imagine. What in this world would mean that much to you that you would lay your son down on a cross. Insides hanging out.Graphic yes. My words aren't even coming close to the graphic part of how Jesus Died./ . He suffered. He was beaten and bruised. All while thinking of us.
One day i had eyes awakened. I saw humanity. I saw it in myself. The natural desire to dysfunction and be of evilness. Growing up feeling the call of lust. I was taught by those who were in my enviroment that sex is what i am and boose is what i drink. At the raw age of only 17 I had vodka bottles given to me by neighbors and friends of my parents. What ?? Ya , I am sure you get the direction of that story!!
Human kind is perverted by a lack of spiritual awareness, discipline, and hormones that are unchecked. REal conversations have yet to take place. Growing up the things boys did to my body i thought was a gift from them to me. Totally wrong. What my body shared and gave away was me, and the creation I am. I was the gift. I was the prize. I could of had it alone , without them. In all my femine beauty , the woman part of me is the prize. To receive it, you must love the human me.. the soul me.. the part of me that has no flesh..
I see the rawness of human kind. The people whom only see themselves. the selfish lookers, believers and religious folk.
God had to do something extreme to forgive us in our dirty ways. Man kind has pushed the envelope pass normal sin. WE have perverted almost every thing under the sun. WE have news reports of boys raping dogs, Mom's microwaving their babies and Pastors killing themselves. We are in 2014, where no one is wrong, and there is no right. To judge politically is cursed but to hate based on judgment is allowed. How could a holy God look down upon this mess and say He remembers our sin no more ? We are a sick, perverted culture fueled by sex and drugs and liquor. Abuse is more common than anniversaries of any kind. Poverty fuels our government. Where is God ?? I think if God were to judge the world we wouldn't be here. He is patient , He is kind. We are in a period of Mercy and grace. For what He did ,we should consider "how did we get so lucky?" I know this... God was serious the day he decided to save Man Kind. The Moment he created His Son with the destiny to Die for us and make all things new,, You and I got lucky. We were Blessed. WE were renewed. Because if God feels anything about his son as I do mine, then no joke we are somebody !!!!! No sin is larger than the cross. The cross can not , will not be defeated !! Condemnation is of the enemy. If you use guilt , you use sin to do nothing, but cause more sin...
Grace is here.... Stop it with the judging. The whispering, the s niggles .. It is so unnecessary. If you wish to lead then do it by loving, being graceful in your ability to look above the sin. If someone in the church is out of line and out of touch with the truth , you should be some where near him if you are true to the duty of what you claim... Come on now... Jesus Died! God's only son. What he left in Heaven to come face for you and me, we will never understand.Maybe just for a moment we should stop trying. Just go home and picture your son and his insides hanging out while nailed on a cross. Can you imagine the passion you must have for someone else besides your son, in order to sacrafice your son ?? We are that passion in the eye of God. How could we need anything more than that to over come ? Stop and taste the blood of the sacrifice in a mental theater .. See how important your are ?? Do you not grasp the new thing being done? Isaiah 43:19 See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland.
Do we not perceive it ?? Can you please grasp onto the reality of Jesus dying ,in order for your flesh man to respond to the spared punishment ? He died. He died for you.
You can do all things through him who saved you. Join the victory party and cast down the demons who haunt you ?? This world is jacked up and we know it is because it took God's only son to die to redeem it. But because of this truth we can fly , soar, live above the curse and be of Heaven quality. Save yourself for marriage. Value yourself according to the value Christ saw when he laid down on a cross. You are somebody !!!!!! you have extreme worth. You are beautiful and devine. Your talents soar pass your faults. Your wisdom is like age , it comes slowly. Experience is your joy . Experience life. Embrace it. From good to bad and back from worse, nothing can destroy you as long as you realize your worth. God had to give up his son to equal your worth, in order to save you ! You are worthy of Jesus' life! Think about that next time a boy wants to use you , or friends speak of you badly.
We are the prize. We are the living creation with a God given right to experience. Once you know the difference between good and bad vow to do good. Share what creates good.
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